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alice doesn't live here anymore

Wed, 20 Dec 2006 18:09:57 GMT

I mainly stay over at myspace now. But I leave this journal here because it has so many things in it.

"Ok, that whole thing about those two might have a thing for each other. So not true."

"How do you know?"

"They were sitting right next to each other and they both had their legs crossed away from the other person. A strange determining factor, but so true. But. . .what he was doing was watching me with this dreamy melty look in his eyes, while you-know-who whispers things to him and makes similar gestures to what I'm doing. Whisper, whisper, pointing. Pointing! People don't point in your general direction if they're not talking about you. My god, you should've seen that look in his eyes. No wonder he didn't say anything afterward."

"He got all worked up."

"Of course."

"And did you see who he decides to stand right in front of?"

"Uh-huh."

"Denial."

"Drowning."

Wednesday, September 06, 2006

Wed, 06 Sep 2006 15:00:00 GMT

Befriend all the gay guys in your theatre class (check)

Question if they really are gay (check)

Decide you don't care, they're cuties anyway (check)

Make that phone call (um. . .uncheck ^^;)

Sunday, August 06, 2006

Sun, 06 Aug 2006 01:58:15 GMT

I'm reading a book. Or well, I'm about to read a book. I still have no job, no lover, and. . .I have my phone. AMDA wants me to reaudition next year. That's still good. Because I want to do a lot of the shows at ALT this year. I was down helping on crew this morning. It was fun, like always. I'm auditioning for Steel Magnolias on Monday. *crosses fingers* Although I wish I could be in the musical, this would be a much bigger part and then maybe I would get better roles. We went to a cabaret show tonight. It was very funny. This girl talked about being single, and Buffy, and sang a song about David Duchovny. I have it stuck it my head. It was funny. We may go bowling again tomorrow night. I haven't decided. I still need to get together with a few people who have asked me to, but I have answered them. Last night we originally planned to go to a club with Cacy. But the club had 4 cars in the parking lot, and didn't look very fun. So we didn't go. I hope she isn't upset with me. I'm going to stop here, because as I type this I'm repeating it in my head and it's starting to sound strange. Pretend you love me. XOXO

~Colette

Sunday, July 23, 2006

Sun, 23 Jul 2006 00:54:34 GMT

Listen to me

I know you're scared

And if you want me to be honest

I'm scared too

But I'm scared of time

Time that I'm losing

With you

And you. . .you're scared of us

But if anything makes sense in this world

It's us

I realized that every single one of those stupid love sterotypes make perfect sense

When you're looking at the one you're meant to be with

And I don't care how long it takes me to get there

You are worth everything in this world

And I will not give up

I Love You

Wednesday, June 28, 2006

Wed, 28 Jun 2006 20:49:25 GMT

Last friday I went to the ALTAs, and it was nice to see a lot of people. Though Tony did leave without even saying goodbye, as he tends to do. *tap tap* Jason won for his part in Anna. And all together it was a really good night.

Yesterday I went to hang out with Zaq, Jennifer, and Cody. We didn't really do anything, but it was nice to get out of the house.

I tried to text Tony today, but I apprently had the wrong number. ??? Not sure how that happened. Sam and I start at the new job on July 17. Have to go to some training thing tomorrow.

I guess that's about all right now. Later.

Sunday, June 18, 2006

Sun, 18 Jun 2006 23:33:46 GMT

Last night I went to the OC and hung out. I saw Cacy, who I went to elementary school with, and we talked and laughed over the phonebook and had a good time. Kurby came in her bikini and a grass skirt and made David uncomfortable. Zaq showed up with Megan and this cute guy named Derek. Not the Derek I met last week, he wasn't there, sadly. I wanted to see him. Of course, Zaq looked good as always. Somebody's straight, or maybe not. But we had a weird discussion over who looked gay, and how there's really no such thing as gay or straight anymore. Zaq invited me to come over and hang with them at David's, but Mom wouldn't let me. So I told him he should call me later. Apparently, Tommy hasn't called anyone about the show and we're all very anxious. Crystal showed up for a bit, and there was limbo and a hula-hoop contest. Sam is coming back tonight, and probably going home tomorrow. But most likely she'll be back on Tuesday because she has off of work. Still no job. I found a fab outfit for the ALTA's, and I can't wait to go and see everyone. Particularly you-know-who, god I miss him!! I guess that's all. Later!

Yeah. This is how it's gonna be

Fri, 16 Jun 2006 06:19:08 GMT

No more every day updates. Unless a lot of things happen every day. I see no reason to drag my audience (yeah right) down with my constant babbling. So, Sam's still here, we go out and go job hunting, she leaves, I stay here, she comes back. Thrill a minute right? Not much happening. ALTA's are next saturday. Yayness! That's it I guess. Later!

If life sucks then why do I feel this good??

Sat, 03 Jun 2006 05:29:56 GMT

I'm all alone for the next 2 weeks. Well... not completely alone. I can call Mom is I need her, Sam will be over at least 1 day, maybe 2, or really 2 1/2. . .or, whatever. Um. . .I'm going to try and hang out with some other people. I think I'm calling Tony tomorrow. I saw Austin at Wal-Mart yesterday, and he looked so good! But he was on the phone, as was I, so I didn't say hi. I may call Zaq. . .Monday, I'm afraid that he's mad at me and I don't know why and that makes me sad. And. . .there's just so many things I want to do. I'm scared that no one is going to show for my QE party, and on Monday morning, if I still have like no definate yeses, I'm thinking, *THINKING* of making it open invitation. But I probably won't. I just wish one or two really good people would come.

So, we had our dance rehearsel on Wed and it was like AHHHH! But we danced at the recital tonight and we were like WHOO!!! And you know I love that. We rock! We were having so much fun backstage, and it's was all.. .so wonderful. Yes, I'm getting sentimental.

I have an interview at Starbuck's on Monday, and the guy's name was Jason.. .Mraz, I think. You know, like the singer? Unless I heard him wrong, and I probably did. So. . .that's all. I'm going to have to get my hair cut, maybe in another week or so, it grows so fast. I washed and straighted it today, but the ends are being all flippy and it's annoying. And now I'm just ranting, so I'll shut up. Later!!!

~Colette

A lasting impression

Mon, 29 May 2006 03:50:28 GMT

Friday I went out with Sam and the kids, we went to Hastings and the mall, and then went to see X-men 3. Saturday we went to the AHS graduation and sat by some punk ass jerks with airhorns, we pretended to threaten them the whole time, and on the way out I hit one of them on the shoulder. :p Then today I got some job apps, have an interview tomorrow. Then Aaron called and I went over to his place and we walked to the park, and talked for about 4 hours. It was fun. No new party peeps yet. Hope the week goes well, so far it isn't bad. Later.

Apple anyone?

Sun, 21 May 2006 05:31:45 GMT

Today I went out with Sam and Jenny and bought some hair stuff, a shirt, and 2 new pairs of funky shoes. Then after the show I went to Applebee's with Jenny, Jason, Beau, Sarah, and Matt (Jenny's b/f) We talked of American Idol, Yearbook games, and such things. It was fun. Tomorrow is the last show, and then strike, and eating with everyone. Which is always fun, and I will take pictures. Stuff is over, but stuff is happening too. I'm excited. Yay! I still want to talk to Zaq though, I miss him soooo much! I talked to Austin today, and he didn't call me back, sexy scumbag! Later!

~Colette